Saturday, January 31, 2009

lovebug

im feeling something that i never felt before..
i can feel my heart pumping extra beats..like theres more blood being pumped than usual..
1st time to meet him,i can feel my heart beats faster than normal rate..
does this the thing called L.O.V.E??
how in the world would i ever know..i never FALL for one before..haha
this is strange..STRANGE..
n i started to fall for LOVE BUG song too..
i never thought that i'd catch this LOVE BUG for the first time.. ;DD

*what would u do if everytime u fell in LOVE,u had to say goodbye??

that is one thing dat always makes me think twice to try to be in love..
in fact,it is one thing that stop me from drowning in my own feelings..

Saturday, January 24, 2009

communication

i've some kind of problem..
it only appear when i meet total strangers..
i mean,people who i dont even know them..
i dont know how to start a CONVERSATION..
even if she is of the same sex and age..
people who dont even know me would probably say that im SNOBBISH..
but im not..am i??
once u got to know me,u will find it hard to stop me from talking n mumbling..
a big YES that i mumble a lot..its more to cursing n nagging to be exact ;D
thats me..i talk n talk n talk like theres no fullstop!
n i laugh out loud too..
im quite a humour person..dont bother..once u know me,u can laugh ur ass out. ;DD
the thing is,just get to know me!!!
i think i need to improve on my COMMUNICATION skill :)
please teacher,let me pass my ORAL TEST!

Friday, January 23, 2009

superstition

i have sumting dat boggled my mind lately..
i've been thinking a lot about superstition..
does it really exist??
wut i am thinking were not about that ghost things but sumting dat happened recently in my life..
that kind of feelings always lingers on me..
is it bcs other people are jealous of my family?
it doesnt make any sense laa weyh..
im not from a FILTHY RICH family..
we are just average..AVERAGE..
im not suppose to believe in such thing.
not being superstitious.
pray to ALLAH that everything will be all right..
amin.

Friday, January 16, 2009

sabar

walaupun langit itu nampak mendung,
namun masih ada mentari yang sentiasa bersinar disebaliknya..

biarpun hujan lebat membasahi bumi,
namun pasti ada pelangi yang bersinar selepas itu...

Tuhan sudah merancang sesuatu untuk kita,
sesuatu yang tiada siapa tahu apakah ia..
namun yang pasti,ianya pasti yg terbaik buat kita.

setiap apa yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya,
cuma kita yang naif apakah hikmah disebalik sesuatu kejadian..

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

think about this

Have u ever wondered which hurts the most?
saying something and wish u had not?
or saying nothing and wish u had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say..

Don't be afraid to tell someone that u love them..
If u do,they might break ur heart..
and if u don't,u might break theirs..

Have u ever decided not to become a couple because u were so afraid of losing
what u already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesnt.
You cant tell ur heart what to do..it does it on its own..when you least suspect it,
or even when u dont want it to..

Have u ever wanted to LOVE someone with everything u had,
but that person was too afraid to let u?

Too many of us stay walled-up because we were too afraid to care too much..
for fear that the other person does not care as much or even at all..

Have u ever denied ur feelings for someone because ur
fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we r afraid..afraid of what we dont know..
afraid of what others will think..afraid of what will be found out about us..
But every time we tell lies,the thing we fear GROWS STRONGER..
Life is all about risk and it requires u to jump.

Dont be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,
or could have done..




Monday, January 12, 2009

im done babeyh!

the place where i work



this is what we did..lettering



wee~today is the last day i go to work..i've been working in jorakasturi 4 about 6 days already n finally we managed to get the job done!yeay!!tahniah tahniah!n the good thing is...i got our first wage!hahaa..buleh ronggeng!

me n imah went early today..n that MISTER MANAGER didnt even woke up yet.hahaa..so we went picture snapping..besalaa keja org pompuan..hahaha..we were like crazy n its kinda freezing cold..azie n tikah were'nt there yet..so its just both of us going crazy..



me being silly..haha

whatever it is,the day went out smoothly..though i was'nt in the mood at first when dat uncle told us to do xtra work..but then,we finally managed to finished the project..yahooo!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

i miss....

i miss teacher noni's voice

i miss "kokain" abg joe kantin buat

i miss cikgu bibi calling me to answer the questions

i miss miss au to stare at me with her "enormous" eyes

i miss to hear teacher anis to call "nabilah" with her low tone voice

i miss to sing school song

i miss to hear the band practicing every evening

i miss to lepak in the surau

i miss teacher rahmah who liked to boss me around

i miss to read the text in cikgu sharafuddin's class

i miss to wake up in the morning n go to school

i miss everything about school

Friday, January 2, 2009

oh rambut!

grr..im kinda pissed off today..saiko laa maknya kt kdai gunting rambut tuh..aku suruh wat mcm lain,lain pulak yg dia buat..dh laa charge gla babas..aku potong 1 inci pon kna RM12..

oooohh..what can i say more..she already did it..duhh..guess i have to suit myself with this new haircut..need to wait until February before i can straighten my hair..hahaa.money is the constrain now..

weee~all i wish for now is i can find a BRAND NEW BOYFRIEND..a filthy rich boifren to be exact!hahahaa..money is everything dowh..now im being a gold digger..hahahaa...like anybody wants me to be their spouse.kahkahkah.im always excited just by the thoughts..booyaa!!