Thursday, July 30, 2009

life

feel like 'switching off' myself.end everything gloomy sad sad thing,put a fullstop at the end of every single problem and then,press the 'on' button,n there u go..a new chapter in life..a chapter of life that will definitely has a happy ending..not a chapter with a sappy sad ending..never want to listen to the music like the end of a sad movie..i want a new fresh life where i can dance like nobody could ever see me..where i can sing like no one could ever hear my voice..where i can laugh and laugh and laugh like theres no tomorow..can i have that kind of life?where theres not even a single problem?yeah,keep on dreaming..coz its not life if what u have to do is just enjoy urself with no boundaries..guess i just have to go with the flow n settle everything on my own..and that is reality and sometimes,reality bites.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

doom doom doom

last night was disaster..i accidentally forgot that i have ANNUAL GRAND MEETING of CIVIL ENGINEERING course..seriously,theres not even a bug of info about the AGM in my mind..i was happily enjoying myself at home as if i dont have to go back to college..and yes theres no place like home..haha..but still i am in big-huge-enourmous trouble for not attending the AGM..luckily my friends are so cool..the signed my name last night..lets hope that they'll not find out about me not attending the AGM..if not,i am soo dooom..

Saturday, July 18, 2009

rumah manis rumah

yippie yeehaa yariba yariba!!
yes!!i AM finally home!yess yess yess!!
even just for 3 days until this monday,i am finally able to be home..
actually i am not suppose to be home as this sunday there will be a motivation talk but who cares,i'll ditch that to be home sweet home..haha.
seriously,being a univ. student is hectic..a real hectic life..especially when u r in uitm,a three-quarter-government-sponsored-university,where u have to obey every single ridiculous rules ever created..haha..that is so hyperbole..
and when u r doing diploma in uitm,u have to and it is COMPULSORY for u to join co-curricular activity..hoho..this is sooooo school-like..and i am soooooo obviously not into it ;((
the very first week of my life in uitm arau was the most unbelievably indescribable to be expressed in words..*i love to exagerate things*haha
MMS week was so doom..like shitty shit of the fucking fuckers..we were rushing every now and then like a mad-old-woman running out of her liquour..super-walked to every place in the campus..being told about the same lame repeating things that i think even 7-year-old would have known it..it was soo boring and hectic and i didnt even enjoy myself there..i didnt have friends,i did everything on my own..huuu..hectic hectic hectic..thats all i can say..
n now,after adapting myself,after making new friends,i find out that its not so bad being there..its just either i do it,or i wont make it at all..i have to survive on my own..without family,without besties..its just a world of strangers..


n miss my friends so bad..cant wait for raya to meet them all..i think none of my new friends can replace them..they are like my family..they who always tell me whats the right thing to do,whats the best for me to do,which path should i take and they are my guardian angles..

to afiqah,nawal,azimah,atiqah,azie,ataillah,puteri,shinaz,nadie,izzah and k.pah..i miss u.cant wait to meet and gather this raya..goodluck in everything that u do an may ALLAH bless us all..