i had an awesome day with awesome people whom i shower them with love.
how about you?

sin and laugh

went out with mak yesterday..mak had to go to several banks and being a good daughter,i drove her to whenever she wanted to go!haha..ok2,proud enough!

alor star was badly congested yesterday..i felt like i was in kl or some other place which is famous for its traffic congestion..haha..i was a big sinner yesterday..i cursed A LOT..i nearly FUCKED that chinese man for not properly parked his car by the road side..bodoh! thankfully i didnt fucked him or else he must have stopped me and do something to me as he really looked like a gangster..ok,maybe he's one of them..haha..n while waiting for mak in the car,i kept thinking that we got to go back to basic..maybe not literally basic,but maybe we need to find one way to reduce the congestion..the thought of we,the man,may use bicycles for daily basis crossed my mind..haha..buleh byg dak p keja nek gerek?that must be interesting!i think we should follow what the Netherlanders had been practicing nowadays..beside reducing traffic congestion,we could also reduce the rate of air pollution and eventually reduce global warming..but that might not be practiced here in malaysia cause of the weather..adoih..

enough of the high school essay.last night i brought my other 2 cousins for a movie..at 1st,they wanted to watch A Christmas Carol,but then the show wasnt here yet in Alor Star..shit man!then we decided to watch Phobia 2..ngahaha..perhaps that wasnt quite a good idea though..the 2 guys were screaming like hell..haha..lawak betol..agak takot ah cita tu..but the ending was hilarious..the whole cinema were laughing out loud..haha..the show ended at 12 midnight n my uncle was escorting us back bcos he was worried of me driving late at night..haha..mcm apa lg..

why am i being so mushy and emotional these few days?i cried while finishing a novel..well,thats maybe just normal when i read sad love story..but the worst is i even cried when i watch marathon of The Bigest Loser..heck,that is not even a sappy-mushy-sad show!that is a weight-loss reality show..pelik gila kot aku neh..what else when i watched Nur Kasih last night..i cried..yes,i DID..what has got into me?why my tears is so generously popping out?

plus my life is turning up-side-down right now..sleep at 4 in the morning,wake up at 2 pm (at least),breakfast at 3..lunch at 8 pm and dinner at 12 midnight..where on earth am i living now?does all this effect my mood?why am i being such a cry-baby right now?

let the background be black and dull and gloom..as gloomy as my heart is rite now..i know i always complain about how pathetic my life is..but the complaints are just plain truth..the truth that i have to face..the truth that i have to conquer before they conquer my life..i always wanted everything..everything that i cant even reach..something that is beyond the limit..i need that everything..but i am totally broke..but this life isnt just about money..money is not just the thing..though money is mostly everything..sometimes,i feel like screaming and dancing in the rain,but being rational me,i still have pride and shame towards others..but giving it a second thought,why cant i do the thing that i love at the first place?life is just like a circle with no ending and no beginning..i always know what i want in life..but theres always something that stop me from doing the thing that i love..my passion..and being nabilah sharipudin,i always down on my knees,doing the thing that people say thats the best thing for me to do..why didnt i have the strength to at least say NO?even if i cant say 'i dont want to'..why cant i say NO with firm?why am i losing my grip?im totally hopeless and helpless..

'why do Allah created gaps between our fingers?so that all the gaps will be filled by the person who will always be by our side..if not now,one fine day'

okay i always love this quote..haha..saja gedik nk post..gatai dah..

money money money

'i am desperately in need of MONEY'
why does everything in this world has to deal with money?can we just pluck the leaves on trees and pay everything with that leaves?
or can we have a lot of money easily just by plucking it from trees or something as easy as ABC?
or can we just deal with everything without money at all?money-less life..auwh,that'll be heaven on earth..
money constraint-thats the bigest ordeal in life i guess..be it ur an adult,ur teens,even kids also need money in life..haih,how can i have money in just a short period of time?
i need new handbag..
i want new watch..
i really have to buy bio-oil to heal my scars all over my body..
i must go to kl and have fun..
i am ought to buy new shoes..
i need new lenses..
my spec is not so clear now..i need new one..
i want that strappy shoes..
blaa..blaa..blaaaa..
and the list goes on with no ending..thats people,human..we never did have satisfaction in life..how i wish i can have everything in life..i should be Paris Hilton then..haha..auwh!

memories

im addicted to the sims..blame them for giving me this game..haha..i cant sleep tonite..my eyes are wide open..i dont sleep for the whole night long for the FIRST time!yeehaaa..i am so a sleepy-head..but not tonite..the sims seems to attract me more than the pillows did..now its already 5.10 am..i better wait until subuh prayer before i sleep or else,it will lebuh begitu sahaja..after 4 hours non-stop of playing the game,i stopped n started browsing through the folders in my lappy..n i found these pictures..


this picture was taken in 2007 when we were in form 4..they were my best buddies..started knowing them in 2005..now we hardly meet each other..they are all based in KL except for me being 'thrown-out' to arau..the most left-ATAILLAH-is now in KTT doing preparation for medics..she'll fly to india next two years!!a DR to be..insyaallah!the other 2-ATIQAH n AZIE- are in UM doing foundation in physical science and alam bina..they r lucky to have been having to stay in the same room..haha..good luck people!i miss you loads ;D


this one was also taken in 2007..oh i miss this moment much..we were so adorably young and fresh..haha *as if we are already married with 10 children now* ngahahaha..rindu gila lah wey..buat mcm skolah tu bpk kta pnya..haha


the most havoc class ever..i miss this much much much...seriously,if i could turn back time,this will the time that i wish i could stay forever..sweet 16..i miss ckgu BB much..though i didnt quite like her when she taught me back then..haha..but i still miss u..miss everybody in the picture..we,the front row got tanned because of the magazine project..jurukamera tak bertauliah..ha,kan dah hitam..padan muka..tp aku tak kisah..asalkan boleh skip kelas addmath selalu..haha..jahat kan aku dulu..gambar yg 2 last ne tak payah ceritala hebatnya..gmbr paling aku suka n buat aku tesenyum2 sensorang depan lappy..we called ourselves parangers..cant remember who come out with the idea of PARANGERS..haha..lawak pulak bila igt balek..rindu semua kot..there were 11 of us,the parangers..the most cranky,crazy,hyper and annoying girls in class..haha..i miss each and everyone of u,girls..

NAWAL KHALTOM AHMAD FAUZY-UiTM,LAW
PUTERI NUR DIANA LATIFF-UPSI
NURUL ASHINAZ ABD MAJID-UPSI
IZZAH SYAZWANI ISHAK-UM,ENGINEERING(JAPAN)
NUR HAFIFAH ISMAIL-VANDERBILT UNIV-TENESSE,ENGINEERING
SITI NADIRAH OMAR-UNITEN,ENGINEERING
SITI NABILAH SHARIPUDIN-UiTM,ENGINEERING
NURUL ATIQAH MOHD IKHWANIZAM-UM,ALAM BINA
AZIEATUL AZRIN DZULKIPLI-UM,SAINS FIZIKAL
NURUL ATAILLAH ABD AZIZ-KTT,MEDICS
AZIMAH ABDUL RAHMAN-MAKTAB PERGURUAN

babes,i hope each n everyone of us will achieve our dream..good luck buddies..i love u all..friends forever ;)) *touching la pulak*

this is what u get for not studying ur ass out!

yeah..i finally completed my 1st semester final examination..it was 5 papers that i have to take for this sem..the last one was the most toughest one for me since i never like chemistry..thank god that i have to learn that boringly dull subject just for this semester..if and only if i pass the paper..i am so sure that im not gonna get 3.5 n above for this sem as i screwed up chemistry paper..but i still hope that i'll pass this superbly boring subject for this sem so that i wont have to learn it anymore until i die..haha..i wonder what does chemistry got to do with civil engineering?so not related..we the civil engineers are gonna build buildings and make roads..not creating another bombastic nuclear so that the US can make use of it to treat ill-equipped people especially the muslims not the way we are suppose to be treated!!i am so NOT into chemistry..such a boring subject and y do they still have to make it as a 4-credit-hour subject..shit!how am i gonna score 3.5 cgpa for this sem?mmg tak arh..

haish..whatever,passed is passed..let bygone be bygone..now lets face real pleasure of life where i dont have to face the books but FACEBOOK!haha..thats what life is..ngahaha..
1-go to popular bookstore and get myself novels
2-be the most kind driver ever lived on earth by sending n fetching mom from school
3-pay my debt towards mr.tv for ignoring him for the last couples of months
4-meeting all the crazy cousins this coming Aidil Adha
5-meet dania sophea for the first time
6-laughing out loud with adam mikhael
7-fooling around with buddies in sunway!yeah baby..tak sabar
8-gotta get back on shape ;)

*sorry for the not-related-at-all post's title ;D

YOU again

finally i got to meet YOU again..after quiet long time of not seeing YOU..haha..
though YOU just wore tracks,but still ur always charismatic..haha..*exaggerating*
okay im into YOU!obviously..

YOU-everything kot!