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next on the list : Santorini Island,Greece.

lets make the list long..as long as it can be so it wud be easier for me to choose which one im dying to go..for this time being,Santorini is the 3rd on the list..lets make New Zealand on the top of the list..hohoho..

but i think i wanna work hard for a ticket to canada or USA..visiting my friend in Alberta and nashville..hah!i just need money to pay for the ticket n some pocket money to survive there..accommodation will be no problem unless they wouldnt want me at her place..

but how to get the money since i dont work??guess i'll have to squeeze out my brain to the max for the nex semester final exam..i'll postponed my this-semester-result-present and add it up with my next-semester-result-present to make it worth a fortune!hohoho..insyaALLAH i'll work hard for it!

TM oh TM

yay dah boley online kat dlm bilik..haha..takpayah laa aku gedik2 dok takot online sorang2 kat hall time mlm2 buta an..haha..tu pon sbb TM bengong yg buat keja tehegeh hegeh mcm siput..siput pon laju lg aku rasa..aku dok suroh mai pasang wifi dh bekurun dh aku rasa..dr b4 aku balek cuti sem lg..tp hari ne baru mai pasang..mmg laa lembab gilaa an..elok laa aku pon dh nk balek arau dh hari sabtu neh..bodo tak bodo..tp biaq laa..asai aku bleh online mlm2 butaa mcm mlm ne tanpa perlu rasa takot dok kt hall sorang2..haha..dasar penakut lah kau,NABILAH oiii...badan besaq tp hati cikeding gak penakut piang..hahaha..

dont talk to me because i am not gonna talk to you again.

and i am NEVER gonna ask u for anything ever again!

now i know who the hell the REAL TRUE FRIEND is..

maybe i am just the one who think she's the one who understands me but she doesnt even care to care for my feelings..

i think i know her in and out but i never thought she wud ever do this to me.

im gonna put a FULLSTOP here.

she'll always be my friend,but never gonna take that place again.

"it is better to do things that people want you to do because if u do what u urself wants to do,it is called SELFISH"

is this statement right on the first place??thats what my brother said and it kinda open up my mind to think about it..

why oh why oh why

knapa kalau ada depan mata,rasa mcm susah nk express apa yg kita rasa directly to the person involved?i dont have the guts to actually look into his eyes and say what i really feel abt him..its not that i dont love him..i do LOVE him..i'll give everything to him to make him happy..its just that i dont know how to say it..i dont know how to let it out..i know almost everything abt him..i remember his birthday eventhough sometimes he never remember his own birthday..i rarely go out with him just the two of us..i rarely call him when i'm at the hostel..but i do wished him on his birthday last april though he never replied my msg..i give my life for him..i am now in love with engineering though i never feel like taking it seriously before..but i do this for him..he can see how i can get along well with engineering..my last 2 semesters result were all for him..i did it for him to make him proud of me..im going to give my best along the 4 semesters coming..i promise.yes i did everything my best just to see the smile on his face..i am happy when he smiled and say..'i know u can do it,baby'

here,i can let my heart out as i know he will never read this..never..i love him though i dont express it physically..but yes,i LOVE U..u are the greatest person ever to be my DAD..HAPPY FATHER's DAY to the only person i called AYAH..

hari hari malas.apa nak jd ne nabilah??

alhamdulillah.

aku bersujud kepada-MU ya ALLAH

kenduri kendara ;)

kalau kat malaysia ne,mmg sangat sangat typical kalau cuti sekolah ja,mesti ada buat kenduri kawen..dan sekarang,musim cuti sekolah dah mula..mmg ramai budak2 skolah tgh rehat2 kan minda dan mak pak budak skolah pening kpala pikiaq kenduri abang2 dan kakak2 budak skolah..haha..ok ok apa aku merepek neh..

kemarin dulu which is monday,7th of june,telah belangsungnya kenduri abang kepada puteri nur diana which was held dgn gilang gemilangnya dekat TAMAN BERLIAN,anak bukit..almost half of parangers takdak dkt aloq staq sbb tgh berhempas pulas dgn final exam..tp penyokong2 setia puteri nur diana ttp tak melepaskan peluang melantak nasi minyak sehingga full capacity perut..bahaha..yg ada kemarin dulu azimah,azie,tikah,nawal,cinat dan semestinyalah aku,si cameraman cabuk!ha ha ha.

mmg best sangat sangat sangat kuasa sepuluh sbb dapat gelak ketawa riang ria raya nestle cornflakes macam zaman sekolah dulu..teringat balek masa sekolah dulu,parangers laa 'pemangkin' kelas 5KEDAH..tadak parangers,5KEDAH senyap sunyi sepi..haha..tolak tepi ahli parangers yg 3 org which is ataillah,izzah n kakpah,baki 8 orang parangers dalam 5KEDAH mmg laa tapenah tutup mulut..potpetpotpet throughout the class..yg lagi seorang dekat kelas 5NEGERI..dia laa paling hingaq..haha..padan laa yg 3 orang ulat buku tu saja yg buleh fly..yg lain mmg dok malaysia sahaja..haha.padan lah muka!apa2 pon besyukur sbb boleh sambong stadi kan..haha

ok ok aku dah lari topik jauh bebeno dah..sbenaqnya nk cerita kenduri kat umah puteri tu bes sangat..aku dgn nawal punya laa tahan perut tak makan dr pg sbb nk melantak kat umah puteri..bes oo ada lauk ayam golek..haha..atok mai lmbt,so pdn muka takdan mkn ayam golek..haha..km dh melantak smpai habeh..haha..pastu aku asek mkn cupcakes yg nawal n puteri buat yg aku tak menyumbang tenaga langsung..hanya menyumbang mixer semata mata..haha..sorry ye,takdak keta nk p umah ang put oi!nawal dah jd traitor pd hari tersebut sbb tak pakai baju biru..adaka pakai wana oren..mmg out of tone langsung2..ciss!mmg meriahlaa kenduri tu sbb puteri karoke 3 lagu..haha..sdap weyh sora ang put!sampai hujan..haha..tu baru kenduri abg put..kalo knduri puteri si ketua parangers,aku tatau laa mcm mna meriahnya nnt..tmbh2 kalo kawen dgn org pelantaq minyak tu puteri oi...tobat meriah bakhang!hahaha

azam tahun baru 2010 versi blogspot kononnya nk post birthday wishes untuk semua kawan2 yg aku sayang dgn sepenuh jiwa dan raga akhirnya terkubur begitu sahaja..ada lucky 4 orang ja sempat merasa..bahaha..kesian!how pathetic i am.looser.bukan tak ingat tarikh,aku igt..awai sminggu lagi aku dok tringat..tp bila mai the exact date,aku jd lupa nk post kt blogspot plus all the constrain and slow internet connection,trus terkubur segala..haha.ok aku cuba lagi tahun hadapan ye!

move ur butt move ur butt

jyeah!what a tittle..such a pervert i am!wehoo..whatever..yeah!everybody arrives in alor star this weekend..n i love it sooo much when its full house..but i miss amir and amin more than i miss nana..haha..ok ok joke joke!no i miss all those 5 little cupid minus 3 not so little anymore..wey,balek aloq staq laa..tgu apa lagi!today,the 3 little musketeers came to my house and it was a disaster when the 2-year-old boy and his 5-year-old sister insisted to play with my nikon..n i was like hugging my 'baby' sooo tight that they cant even touch it!haha..n they were real mad and cried wanted to hold n play with my 'baby'..aiyoo..n the sister,balqis then went to my room and messing around with my sister's make-up..haha..it was all over her face with the mascara and all the things that i dont even know how to put on!n the baby,luckily she's just 4-months-old or else i'll probably be dead babysitting them..hoho

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since i've been the UNOFFICIAL-payment-less secretary to my very own brother to manage his world cup jersey order,agak pening kepala nk susun all the orders into a mesra pengguna list..aku akan bebai everytime nk buat benda alah tu..tp dlm bebai2 tu siap jugak laa keja aku an..tp mcm tak ikhlas sgt laa buat sbb serabut kpala otak aku ni..but whatever it is,teruskan mengorder di facebook or jerseyrepublic.com.my ye!sempat lg aku nk promote!haha

ok ok..sbenaqnya nk hbq aku p tgk wayang smalam dgn abang aku lah,sapa lg!dh tgk midnight,kna laa angkot bodyguard an!haha...even aku pon dh mmg mcm bodyguard,tp takot laa jugak sbb aku ne pompuan lagi!haha..abg aku blnja tiket rm10 konon2 upah aku dok tolong dia buat list order jersey tu but aleh2 aku plak kna blnja dia popcorn rm14 plak tu..kalau tau,baek aku blnja tiket utk diri aku sendiri!takyah bli popcorn dah!chaih!

tp apa2 pon mmg best lah PRINCE OF PERSIA..jake gyllenhaal berjaya buat aku mimpi dia smalam..belemoih belemoih pon hensem baq hang!auwh!aku bejaya buat kakak aku irritated and annoyed sbb aku gedik sgt dok bayang bayang jake gyllenhaal jd boifren aku..haha..bengong!

5 upon 5 for PRINCE OF PERSIA!!

p/s:even the actions were so unconsiderably unbelievable to happen in reality,i still go for PRINCE OF PERSIA!haha