Friday, April 29, 2011

finally home.

yes.nice and cozy,spacious and comfy!
thats what it feels like.
no more sweating while napping!

*finger-crossing for good results.i hope i pass every subject!*

Monday, April 25, 2011

i hate myself for being so silly and so stress out on such tiny little thing that could be settled in a blink!

i think i can endure but the fact is that i can't.I CANNOT!

sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih!

if only time can be fast-forward to 29th april 2011, 11.30 am and stop right at that moment..that would be a heaven's gift!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

i had the night of my life yesterday.
pictures will come later.
gotta work my ass off on my fluid mechanics.
shutting myself down for finals starting 21st until 29th with gaps in between.

may peace be upon you!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

he smiled today.

walaupun takda laa smpai tahap 'the smile on your face lets me know that u need me' lg,but he SMILED..senyuman membunuh 7 juta megawatt masih melekat dlm kotak ingatan.huahuahua.

*rasa nk sepak diri sendiri sbb terlampau gedik*

Monday, April 11, 2011

stress out and worn out.
i have internal issues with my own feelings.
and i hate these kind of feelings.
unrequited love,one side love.
i hate things regarded with love.
why does this has to happen now.
seeing him everyday but never get the chance to say a word,seeing him laughing with my friend..it strikes me right to the heart.
i miss my best friend,i miss to cry on her shoulder.

it is just too hard to endure.i've been putting too much effort on something i strongly dislike to make me understands it, AT LEAST.but all the effort i've put all this while were wasted and doesnt even worth it.it is such a pain for me not to be able to do something i hate but at the same time making me love it.a pain in the heart.i know u wont understand this but at least,have a mercy on me.all the hard works are REGRET.yes, a total regret,bullshit,useless,nonsense, you name it.

Friday, April 8, 2011

boomerang


limited time to even indulge myself with my evergreen boyfriend.
tests are just freaking me out and finals is showing off himself too soon.
been falling for someone somehow that someone doesnt even notice my existence.oh wait,i've been invisible for this past few weeks yes i know.
err,got the golden opportunity to go back home for 4 days as arau was flooded and i call that a perfect getaway.got to meet djibril and i got myself a pair of women classics from TOMS and i dont know what i was thinking for ordering red
canvas women's classics..thats like a real red you know!n
i dont know when on earth i'll be wearing them..


oh n not to forget,i miss this little cupid too..yaya insist to call me kakak instead of maksu.haha..yaya,maksu misses you.n mikhael too.




Saturday, April 2, 2011

stress tgk org cantik kat FACEBOOK.
ok bye nk p london weight management!