i should have stopped this from happening..not letting it spread like a virus, killing me slowly inside..but i guess i just wasted half the time and i am a little too late to make it stop..the feeling is like a scattered pieces of vase that fall from the edge of a table..even if the scattered pieces are glued together, it can never be the same old vase again..there'll be scratches here and there all around the vase..

i don't know why i should feel like this.i dont want to be like this..i just hate it when it comes to this kind of feelings.

well the only way out is to forget.i hope i can forget and erase the bittersweet memories that i've built for the past one year.

errr, i know this is a bit too little too late but i just wanna say i'll give everything i have to see nickhun and victoria on REAL marriage, not being a fake-happily-married couple!

i've practically spent almost 72 hours watching We Got Married-Khuntoria and i am not ashamed to say that i shed tears watching the very last episode of we got married ;((

it is such a nerve-wrecking moment to see the ending of this couple..they should really have fallen for each other after spending 456 days together, doing practically EVERYTHING together!ooh, it shouldnt end this soon!

nickhun is such an ideal type i would say..well i guess that will never happen in reality..thats just some sort of fairytales that has been commercialized to fill all those lonely solitary hearts like me.HAHA well whatevs, i just LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee this couple!nomu nomu nomu chuwahey <3 <3 <3

at this time being, i am green with envy for my fortunate-super-brilliant ex-schoolmates who are going,will be going and have gone to spread their wings overseas.

there's just no need for me to be envious towards them, its their rezeki and plus their efforts.they definitely work their asses off to be where they are now aite?

so guys, goodluck and take good care of yourselves there in new places..adapt well and never ever ever forget your roots..study hard and go make us proud!

GO ASMA GOOOO!ASMArians are always the best!

i am now currently had my eyes glued on screen watching 'We Got Married' khuntoria!
this is definitely the best so far..im sooooooooo in love with this couple!like seriously, Nickhun is wayyyyyy tooooooooooooo romantic beyond words!go n get yourself glued on screen NOW!

'i hate to turn up out of the blue,uninvited'

i thought i've gone through all these, but i guess i was wrong..

it still lingers in me seeing something i was not suppose to see..

i dont understand this..and i dont like why im being like this.

well,all i can say for this year's raya celebration was kinda so-so..not too exciting and not too bored..i just cant get the real meaning of hari raya actually..for my mum's side,it was a blast i would say,because everybody got their asses back in kedah..thats a YEAY!i gotta meet my aunties and uncles and cousins..and as for my dad's side,it was kinda gloomy..there was no more fireworks on the raya eve..we were all saddened for the lost of our family member-my cousin- though it is almost a year that he passed away,but the grief is always there :(

plus my academic thingy that always and always bothering me, tearing out the mood of raya..i didnt get through it wholly actually,just a quick browse because i dont have the mood to study for my tests..oh come on,its raya lah,dont expect me to get my eyes glued on books during raya time which is just once a year..

afterall,this time around cant beat the previous one..it was a real blast last year..however im still thankful for being able to celebrate this syawal once again for 20 years i've lived :))

HAPPY MERDEKA RAYA everyone :)

bukan laa nk ckp apa kan,tp mcm tacing ah jugak an..penat2 aku msg sana sini tp hasilnya habuk pon tadak..tp awal2 tu mengaku ja ya sana ya sini..rupanyaa ya tadak titik kot!entah,mungkin takdak rezeki lah kot kan..tp kalau aku,aku cuba sedaya upaya try to fulfill someone's punya wish kan..tapi ya lah..sapa2 pon,mestilah family first kan?ok aku tak salahkan sapa2 pon dlm hal ni..maybe tak kena time kan..ish entahlaa,rasa mcm baik aku p kawan dgn mamat2 tu tadi,even tak rapat pon,at least they came by..haih,ada 2 3 org pon tak berapa nk bpleh pakai sangat..ah,sudahlah..raya-raya ni, buat spoiler ja..ok dah k bye!