this is seriously a whine..yes im whining here..bukan apa,tp mcm terasa laa jugak over something..i feel like aku yg tersua-sua kalut suruh org p sana p sani..tp i dont know org tu suka ke tak diarahkan ke sana ke sini..tp kalau dh smua jenis buat tak tau ja,so siapa nk menggerakkan kan?so i played my part,contacting everybody to arrange for a meeting sbb kan dh lama tak jmpk catching up n such..n ada jgk org tu ckp dh lama tak jmpk si polan,nk jmpk si polan ni..n i did play my part to gather everyone kan..not once not twice,dh banyak kali ok!!so bila dh jd mcm ni, aku dh malas laa nk arrange apa2 pon lepas ni..n about the backpacking trip tu pon im not gonna take my part dah..dh penat hoping for something that is not gonna happen..xpa,ada rezeki nnt aku backpack lain even without you guys pon kan..xpa laa jgk even mimpi tak jd kenyataan pon drpd rasa down mcmni..its okay..thers always next time,tp im not ever gonna lead that 'next time'..find me when u guys have done discussing..im tired of being org tengah..like seriously!

tadi p pacific dgn mak saja jalan2 mak nk beli tudung..lepas tu p beli air dekat nelsons tu then nmpak ada iklan jawatan kosong..saja laa ringankan mulut tanya kak tu nk pakai org bila?then trus dia ckp,adik mai esok laa..boleh??amboi kak ni,tak menyempat betul..HAHA..terkejut aku tiba2 nk kena p keja esok kan..then aku pon ckp laa kat kak tu,esok tak boleh,15 ni boleh laa..haa then trus kak tu ckp ok,mai keja pkul 1..

haa cmtu jaa aku dpt keja..haha..alhamdulillah laa..yg lawaknya,gaji pon aku tak tanya berapa..nasib laa,jnji aku tak boring duduk rumah..kalau boleh insyaAllah nk keja 2 bulan smpai tgh bulan 8 ni which means before raya..lepas tu nk p jalan2 backpack with friends..insyaAllah,moga2 Allah permudah segala..amin ya rob!