classes will start very very very soon!but not soon enough for me to pack up my things..i dont feel like going back to arau but at the same time i am bored to death here..i dont understand myself either..i want to go back to arau n meet my friends,not the books!can we just put aside the books,tests,quizzes,assignments and exams?

hell yeah i am disappointed with my results!my friends' are just way higher than me and i feel inferior to be around them.hoh,i should have been thankful enough that i passed every subject but it still fails to make me smile with satisfaction..fingers crossing that i will excel in this coming semester..i want dean's list..yes i want it soooooo bad i would give anything in exchange..whewww,if only i could but the truth is i couldnt :(

im not staying in college no more for these coming 2 semesters..im finally a NR and No Role-call no more..thats the best part of all..with all the facilities my parents provide,i hope i wont drown in indulgence..i pray that i wont be a lazy-bump no more.STUDY STUDY STUDY and ACE ACE ACE!!

birthday wish

it has been almost 7 years since i know this girl..we were only 14 back then,decent and innocent..now,today to be precise,she has turned 20!

even we are miles apart,i can still feel the nearness..the happiness that she brings whenever im with her just light up my day..she is one of the BEST-est friend i ever have..even we dont have any blood ties but it feels like it!sisterly love is always there..i always tell her that if she were a boy,i wont even hesitate to marry her..but she is destined to be my best friend,my mate,my accomplice,my partner in crime,my shoulder to cry,my ears to my whines,MY EVERYTHING for short.

i dont know what have i done to deserve her because i dont always pleased her like she always did to me..she never fails to craft a smile on my face..i'm thankful enough for sending me this angel for me to go through my days..

dear AFIQAH AHMAD,

HAPPY 20th birthday..im not good with words,but i hope that u r in your best of health,great years ahead and never regret of path that you have chosen..remember that ALLAH knows best.I hope our friendship will last forever.i love you,friend.HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

Thank ALLAH for the result even it didnt hit the target and im not satisfied enough with it but at least,i wouldnt have to repeat and reseat any paper.ALHAMDULILLAH.

though i think i deserve more than what i got for my labs,but yeah,ALHAMDULILLAH.

i gotta fight some more for next semester.INSYAALLAH.

i love having the seat next to the window whenever i travel in whichever means of transport.

the view is just picturesque and awesome especially when i got the chance to be on plane.

i'd prefer to be on flight during night time because the scenery is just fantastic beyond words.

tagged

ive been tagged rupanya!kenapalaa blogspot tak ada notifications mcm fb *sigh*

so here we go,thanks mimiesyaza for tagging me this,at least i can kill the time :))

Do you go on the computer a lot?
-YES!u dont know how clingy i am to my lappie.

Do you have a Facebook/Myspace/Twitter?
-i have Facebook n Myspace acc but im more intooo fb!

Are you addicted to one of the above?
-yes obviously.esp when i have nothing else to do :))

Do you like to take pictures?
-yes but not self vanity!haha..i dont like to self-portrait..i'd rather take sceneries or others pictures.

What is the most rebellious thing you have ever done?
-i dont think i've done anything rebellious *halo above my head*

Do you love someone?
-kinda

what is his/her name?
-lets keep it as a secret,shall we?

who would you choose family or your love one if both of them are need you in the same time?
-well of course family!

Are you a righty or a lefty?
-righty

Vanilla or Chocolate?
-vanilla

What is your favorite movie?
-too many to be listed but so far 'my sisters keeper' is the best movie i've seen

Do any diseases run in your family?
-i dont think so

Have you won any trophies?
-once or twice,i cant remember

What is the greatest invention?
-i think the internet is a major breakthrough in todays fast paced developing country :)

What kind of car do you want?
-toyota harrier..oh wait,suzuki swift is kinda cute..oh no,VW golf gti is tempting in red..oh yeah,i have a long list of dream rides.haha

i feel like hitting the keyboard tonight..but theres like nothing on my mind to particularly ramble about..well im on my semester break now and i think my life is turning 360 degrees upside down..i have issues going off to bed and getting out of bed..seems like im in the other half of the world because i sleep during the day and im wide awake during night time..my recent sleeping time is usually around 3.30 am to 4 am and sometimes i'd sleep after subuh prayer..thats way too extreme for a girl like me..people would say im a lazy ass for not getting up early in the morning!and i found out that i'd need a reason for me to wake up in the morning or else,i'd still be snoring on the comfy,'scrumptious' and tempting bed..dont expect to see me around the house in the morning because as i said,im still in bed..my wake up time is usually around 12.30 in the afternoon or worse,i'll only be waking up only when i hear azan for zohor prayer !heck i sleep too much,way too much!

since i got back home,i did not watch mr. TV as much as i did before i enter university..mr. TV doesnt even catch my attention anymore..well at least now i know that i can survive without mr TV!im more clingy to my lappie and facebook is the driving force nowadays..being too attached to the internet has made me locked myself up inside my room a

ll day long..i just go out for toilets and to eat..plus,i've been spending way too much money on novels..for the past 2 weeks,i've bought 5 novels and i just ordered 2 more!since there are online bookstores,i dont even have to drag myself to POPULAR no more..and that ease everything!

i feel like going out somewhere but i dont have companion..and my money is all drained out on the novels..i miss school so much and i miss being the girl i used to be when i was me and worry-free..not saying that i have severe problems now,but being who i was before seems more carefree and i dont even have to think about being hurt deep inside as i cant pour out what is inside of me so that HE knows what i feel towards HIM..being 'previous' me was the greatest time of my life since my circles are all of my sex,not the opp

osite!okay stop,what am i babbling about??

this sem break is sooooooo short that i dont even manage to plan a trip with my family since it is not school holidays..and i cant even meet up with my school friends as we are not having the same holiday!that is soooooo sad and not cool!

okay i miss this little rascal, mr. djibril,better known as DJ!heee

one of the list of cravings has been fulfilled.and im satisfied enough even i have to go through some rough times to make it happened.

oh i've watched THOR last couple of weeks.it was awesome!i watch in 3D and the effects are better than TRON..the rm18 ticket is worth it!one word,AWESOME!the hero too is handsome and HOT though!

and i cant wait to watch NUR KASIH the movie..mind you,i never like to watch malay movies in cinema because i think it is such a waste of money to buy the tickets..but still,my support goes for this sequel!

new zealand

great ocean road

santorini island

i need inspiration.

yes.i need it.

i feel like im totally left behind now.

maybe it is just my feelings or it is true,i dont even know.

now that i've come this far,i decided not to think about it,not even once.

if it s meant to be,then it is meant to be.

if its not,go swim across the sea,jump from the mountain,cry until u bleed,still it wont happen if it is fated that it is not meant to be!

awesome!i less than three you,mom!

happy mothers day!

as i promised,though it is freaking late..

well as the saying goes,its better late than never.

as i said before,i had a REAL fun that night.

"What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will. All my love, Juliet

letters to juliet,2010

i was browsing around youtube and i found these..

my all-time favorite man!

heres another :)

super sweet!

jom!lets get married today!

later this evening,i went to a clinic because my right eye is having some sort of irritation and it got red.i usually go poliklinik mutiara but then it was full and i hate to wait too long for my turn so i decided to go to poliklinik ******h..to my surprise,there was just 1 patient waiting for his turn n then it was my turn.the door was open n i enter the room with smile..

omg,the doctor was superhot!like seriously SUPER HOT!

he asked me about my age n bla bla bla n he kept repeating my full name as if my name is soooo tongue-twisted to pronounce.ngahaha

i thought i had a conjunctivitis but it turned out not.the HOT doctor said it was just an irritation due to my contact lens or maybe it was just an early stage of conjunctivitis or entah,he wasnt really sure himself..haha..pelik kan?

and yg lagi peliknyaaa,he gave me an eyedrop and paracetamol..hoho..i tak demam pon ok!sakit mata,tp dpt ubat demam..nasib baik doktor tu HOT!

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through