yeay me!

i had fun hanging out with u guys..even i felt awkward at the beginning..

thanks guys for today.

i hope our friendship will last even after we end our diploma.

frankly, i kinda regret for meeting u guys half way of our program which is kinda late..or else,kita msti dh buat mcm2 benda together kan?

even baru about a year of friendship, dh mcm2 benda kita go through together..honestly i feel like we are closed like a family..dh mcm cousins dah rasa..closed n dear to my heart.

one more thing i regret is kita tak ambik gmbr harini..kalau tak,bleh jd one of my favorite moments..tp things related to u guys will always be on my mind.

this is the way i end my 2011, definitely with great moments with great people.

28/12/2011-movie marathon n bowling.

thanks for the memories :))

okay now i really hope that can read a novel where the main character is myself.

where i can have a sneak-peak of my future..

where i can know how both sides feel about one another..

where i can know what is waiting for me in next chapters..

and most importantly is that i can know the ending earlier that i should possibly know.

it only lasted for not even a week.

okay i hate this part.being too much cared for and then it just ended..

leaving me hanging with no clue.

ok bye!

i dont like to be in the middle.

i wish i can reap off by body into two, so that both sides can have at least a part of me.

i cant choose both eventhough i BADLY want both!

one of the reason why i sleep late at night.

i just can't get enough.

ok tak sabar nk balik arau..like seriously! i wanna get engaged with books and assignments because now, i am at the maximum state of BOREDOM!

mmg sangat looser.handphone aku tak bunyi langsung 2 3 hari ni.and aku ni mcm completely alone ala ala forever alone dah!lpstu depressed bila tgk org muka cantik badan cantik poket pon cantik kat facebook..eh where is my self-confidence??nk tgk cerita korea pon depressed jugak sbb all the awesome-handsome-tough-macho heroes only fall in love with the beautiful-super-adorable-long-legged heroines!mcm tak bg harapan langsung dkt aku..AHHHH

jgn kata tgk cerita korea, tgk gmbr outing with my friends pon depressed jugak!they all look superb with masing2 dh pandai make-up and dress-up and what makes me pathetic the most is they all came up with stories of their boyfriends.ahh sudah laaa, last skali, i end up locking myself in my room reading sappy sad love story with background song of 'rindu setengah mati' by D'masiv being repeated again and again mcm org takdak life.ok thats how lame i am right now!

lepastu kalau cuci mata online shopping pon lagi super duper depressed jugak!those apparels sold online are for those with super hot body, definitely not my size!ok depressed kuasa dua..last last end up buying more shoes than i supposed to.and now, rasa nk marah kalau ada org came up saying she's fat tp tak sedar diri yang baju dia size S ja!kadang2 rasa mcm nk sepak pon ada kaum2 attention seeker mcm ni..kalau dh kurus tu bersyukur lah pada ALLAH maha esa,tak payah nk kompelin berat bertambah ka apa kaa..that makes me even depressed tahu?

and to add the heat, my cousin is getting married soon so my other cousins are going to bring their couples to the kenduri..ok that is fine with me tp they keep asking me about my boyfriend and saying that i am such a geek for not having one at this age!ahhhh biarlah daripada aku buat dosa free, baik aku jd forever alone!

ahhh ok cepatlah, aku nk balik arau..get my fat ass busy with books books and books!

*sorry post terlebih emo sbb I AM BORED to death so i have more than plenty of time to think and look down on myself.

well well well..as epidemic as it has been, the world oh stop, scratch that..most of us have already known that the results for pre-diploma/diploma/foundation students of UiTM is already out and most probably has been the-most-appeared-topic-on-walls-of-facebook at least for last night and today!

hurmmm..i dont have much to say about my result but one thing for sure is I AM THANKFUL ENOUGH to ALLAH for granting my wish of passing every single subject i took last semester.that is such a massive relief -massive-beyond-words- for not having to repeat all those killer subjects like surveying, civil engineering quantities and most killer of all, STRUCTURAL ANALYSIS!!

syukur alhamdulillah, praise be to ALLAH.

all those hardworks are definitely paid off. a gazillion thank to my friends -wahida,shafiqah,afifah,an,fatin,maher,bayon,syam,cudin,min,emma,aimi,nuri,shida,minah,nisa,aisyah ahhh there're sooo many of my friends i have to thank them for this!

oh and not to forget, my parents!and lecturers tooo..thanks guys!

*cewah ayat mcm baru menang anugerah ja..almaklumlaa baru lps tgk anugerah skrin!*