its been ages since i last posted something here. Well, too many things happened in my life recently. too many to be listed here. I seem to lose the sparks in writing. my vocabs are very limited too. i guess i have to practice my english more if i dont want to lose it. or i should read more books. interesting books i mean.

maybe i'll blog about my life some times later. well, no one been reading my blog pun..takpa,just for my benchmark of what happen in my life ja..for future reference giteww..

so i decided to let go. InsyaAllah, i wont talk about him anymore anyway.

just so you know, nabilah..its ok to be alone.
well you are never alone. ALLAH is always with you no matter how hard the life you are going through.
TRUST ALLAH. insyaAllah.

Happy birthday to me!

it finally hits me that I am already 22 years old today!what have I achieved at the age of 22??none that benefits the society I supposed!dont worry, i'll work on that in time, insyaAllah :-D

So, alhamdulillah, praised to Allah that I am still alive and breathing now. Thank You for countless of blessings You've showered me with. Thanks for my parents,my family,my bestfriends,my friends,my life and the list goes on!! I could never thanked You enough for EVERYTHING!

and to my surprise, he remembers my birthday!in fact, he was one of the earliest among my friends who wished me last night!and that made my one whole day :-D or it could last for a week!!!hahaha

Footnote : growing older means getting closer to death. Be prepared, nabilah!

less than nine hours until my 22nd birthday. i wanna see how many people actually remember my birthday. i hid my birthday on facebook. this is the only way to know who's who in my timeline friend list. let see how many my actual friends is.

...of what i feel inside

theres just too much memories i have with him. its hard for me to get him off my mind if whatever i do everyday relates me to him. even listening to a song, i have memory with him too. getting to know the fact that he is freaking serious with his relationship right now, it bothers me a bit. i know i am not for him, i HAVE to and  OUGHT to forget him and accept him as one of my bestfriends as that is what he always say.

its ok, i let go.HE might have reserved me someone better and its just a matter of time.

ok fine, lets move on. NEXT!!

Tears and joy

Just to mark the calendar, 29.11.2012 was my convocation for my diploma in civil engineering. I finally have my diploma.my sweat,tears and everything in between.