rasa mcm hebat pulak boleh main lukis2 dkt power point..hehehe.. LAME!yes i know..org dh lama berkurun terer buat bnda ni,aku baru tekedek kedek..hee whatevsssssss!im proud of myself..CLAP CLAP CLAP!

*this is column, FYI!

HASIL KERJA

nah kau!after 7 hours of typing and drawing!finally..

*aku mmg tuli excel sbb tu lama gila nk type 1 beam pon..hehe

credits to pipah n pkah sbb tolong aku type the rest 3 beams..adoi!thank you guys :))

this CNY break has been the most useful break so far. i've been using my time wisely to do all the workload..well,not all obviously,but at least i managed to practically do them halfway.

sadly, i didnt manage to catch up with my friends and we didnt even had an outing together pon..ahh blame the workload yg mcm selori tu plus the short break!

im all stuffed with ETR!rsa mcm nk jerit rawr ja kt muka lecturer ni sbb today he said to do things this way,but then next week ckp mcm lain pulak..ada je bnda kena tmbh sana sini..n lepas consultation,terus rsa mcm i've been spending my precious time on the first draft for NOTHING!NOTHING!repeat after me people,NOTHING!semua 1st draft tu mcm kena buat lain the whole from 1.0 until 5.3..haish sabar nabilah sabar..kalau tak merungut,insyaallah dpt pahala..tp....ahhh enough2..redha je.

n now lets get serabut with DESIGN..err subject kegemaran haruslah save the best for last!malam ni lets be nocturnal so that we can hand in the beam tomorrow!yeay sukenyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

my eyes were glued on this little pinky thing i want soo bad!but sadly, i'm broke.it costs rm2658 for me to be the proud owner!what the..rabak poket aku!

i was thinking to let go of my baby nikon to make way for this one tp sayang lah pulak!the d3000 has its own sentimental value..i waited for one and a half years to get my precious baby nikon, so i wont let it go for anything..lgpon, that nikon dah mcm benchmark for my achievement in uni..i guess the pink baby will just have to wait :((

the awkward moment when . . . .

i'm gonna mark my 2012 calender with a huge blood-red color on today's date.along with the CNY theme, blood-red should explain thoroughly how my day worked out!

i fell straight on my butt today while i was bowling!YES! I FELL HARD ON MY BUTT IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS TODAY!it was embarrassing at first.i was thinking to fake a faint but you guys never did laugh on me so yeah, i just got up and with the littlest guts left in me, i faked a smile and tried to make fun out of the incident.

err, put aside the embarrassing part, I REALLY DID HAD FUN!when thinking of how short the time left for us to be together, i feel like pausing the time and let us all be like this forever.seriously, you guys were like brothers and sisters to me.

today has been a long day..and spending my day with you guys, i felt the time has been cut short!it never seems enough when i hang out with you guys.seriously, i had fun today!thank you guys for dragging me into this :)) <3 <3 <3

i was about to spill something here but the ideas just fade away!

typical me who forgets things easily..as sudden as it comes,it goes straight away too..

i guess thats why one of my friend calls me Dorry..well,a character from Finding Nemo, the blue fish that has short term memory,she forget things easily but luckily she never forgot her own name!

i wanted to upload some pictures in my facebook account but sadly,as soon as i hit the upload button,the internet will disconnect automatically..WHY IN THE WORLD IS THAT??i've tried like gazillion times but still,the internet will automatically disconnected!that is such a bitch!err,scratch that please..i promised to myself not to use harsh words anymore *if possible*

i kinda have issues with my inner self lately..my mind,my thoughts and my hearts dont seem to synchronize..they keep arguing with themselves i feel like screaming my lungs out!

*ah benci dkt sini pon takboleh uplod gmbr jugak even dah bejanggut tunggu..GRRRRRR

OFFICIALLY LEGAL!

at 21 years old, theres just nothing of me to be proud off..

still the same old me.nothing more nothing less..

BUT, i guess i'm gonna make more out of this.

i'm gonna make my parents proud of me because of my achievements in life.

now, i practically have everything a girl ever wanted i guess.i should have been thankful for everything that i own now in terms of my wants and needs.

i have a great bunch of friends here in Arau..they really made 'my day' wonderful..and thank u for the surprise guys!nasib baik tak kena tepung plus telur..kalau tak,bebai setahun!HAHAHA

thanks for the memories.i dont know whether we will meet again next time or not..these are the memories i'll treasure my whole life.thanks for completing the hollow parts of my life like the pieces of jigsaw puzzle.

what a 'great' way to start off 2012.

if this is the price i have to pay, okay i'll bear this.

i know even a thousand of sorry will never ever make up for that.but the thing is, no one else listens to me better than they do and unfortunately he was there at that very time.

i know this is no one else's but my own terrible mistake.i should've kept everything to myself.

so buddy, i am SORRY.