Friday, December 31, 2010

happy 2011



here's another typical boring writing of mine..as i hit the keyboard,my mind is only full with new year's greeting..i would like to make it quite special at first,but then almost everybody on my social networking sites have posted their greetings as their status..i know i am sooo lame,but who cares..as long as i dont bother others,it wont be a crime..

2010 has been the most spiced year for the past 19 years i've lived..it witnesses the ups and downs of the past 365 days..i learned things that i never think i would learn,i had valuable experiences,i learn to treasure friedship,i learned that i will never ACE if i just sit back and relax,i learned that money doesnt grow on tree, and the most u
nforgettable memory is that 2010 marks a tragedy to my family where i lost my cousin to an accident..

that shocked us the most and i learned something from that - life is just too short to frown..

i dont want to list down my so called resolutions as none of my previous resolutions have ever been fulfilled yet..my ultimate weakness is that i always work things out half way..the excitement and spark in achieving something BIG can never be consistent and lasts..and now i am on my way in provoking myself to erase 'this' thing out of me..maybe thats gonna be the turning point in the attempts of fulfilling my resolutions..

hope that 2011 will bring us more ups than downs,more 'sugar' than
'spice',more life than death,more health and wealth..



may what you see in the mirror delight you, and what others see in you delight them..may someone love you enough to forgive your faults, be blind to your blemishes, and tell the world about your virtues...

adios amigos 2010.



Wednesday, December 29, 2010

i have always been longing to write something on my blog but everytime i hit the keyboard,it will end up with nothing to write about..things keep linger in my tiny little mind..i think about almost everything,everyday..from the tiny little ants to the hungry people in ethiopia,you name it..but the dark side of me is i dont know how to put things into words,accordingly,precisely and LIVELY..i have plenty of things and topics to write about but my vocabulary list is aint THAT high..i always admire those who can make me smile while reading theirs..my likings are just too far from normal..i stalk people who are much older than me..i see things way beyond everybody sees..i listen to songs that mostly suits the elderly..i have my own kind of perspective..and my thinking is sometimes below par..i always find it is a pleasure to please people and i try to satisfy everybody who are close to my heart even the actions are killing me inside..i easily get distracted and flustered over important stuffs and i sometimes have short attention span..and hey look,i've said that i get distracted almost all the time and see what i wrote is just crap and non-related at all!!

ignore of all the rambling and start a new chapter.and happy new year in advance in case i dont have time to wish on the exact date..oh,and im tired of listing the new year's resolutions since non of them are fulfilled..lets see if god give me light to write about it SOON +_+

Monday, December 27, 2010

world today

sesungguhnya education is the root of everything.
rupa cantik macam mana pon,tp kalau akal tu letak di lutut...haih,pndai2 laa smbung ayat aku ni..
sedih pulak aku tgk remaja zaman sekrang yang asyik nk hidup glamorous and luxurious..yang dah tak kenal dosa pahala..
serius aku ckp aku sedih bila dok browse facebook and when i look at those pictures,i feel sad..i feel sorry for them..i cant imagine how would they be when they grow up..when they get married,their kids will surely be like them as their own product and labeling..dunia akan penuh with people like them..

i thank ALLAH for my proper upbringing and environment..
i thank ALLAH for blessing me with brain that i can decide which is wrong which is right..
i thank ALLAH for equipping me with parents that have make me who i am today..

aku rasa bersyukur sangat sbb walaupon aku takda rupa cantik menawan,tp aku ada ilmu..walaupun ilmu tak penuh di dada,but at least,aku masih boleh fikir and distinguish antara yang hak dan batil..susah rasanya jd orang cantik ni..ramai yg 'dumb-blonde' kt luar sana tu,yg bimbo and everything..muka cantik tp akal kelas tiga..susah kalau mcm tu..sbb tak ada ilmu dan tak berkeinginan nk tuntut ilmu,sbb tu laa end up like this-bimbo!no offense..dan mula laa jd tak tentu hala with random sex and nine months later-baby dumping!cuba kalau ada ilmu sikit,iman sikit..kan benda2 mcm ni tak jadi..bukan tak boleh elak,kita yg tak mau nk elak..semuanyaa jahil..ish nauzubillah..

i may not be pious or perfect..but at least i know how to carry myself and i still can think straight though i sometimes may be in my own state of insanity..i know my limits and i know where i stand..

Thursday, December 23, 2010

steps




hello readers *as if i have one

it has been a while since i last blog rite?well,i've been away from my normal life for some times..its kind of a break for me since i had my last vacation long time ago..it might not be a filthy-worth vacation to the Europe like everybody wishes for,but i did enjoyed myself all through the holidays..its like a journey of a lifetime where i got to spend my quality time with my dearest close friends and cousins..being independent is one thing,and surviving with the pocket money i have is one more issue that i thought i couldnt handle which fin
ally i manage to handle it quite WISELY i would say..


i had a great time for 10 days of my life.travelling without parents is one good thing to learn about life..there would be no one to tell you what to do or how to do certain things..when troubles arose,i gotta to work my brain out to find the solution..this is the lesson that you wont get when travelling with parents or any other guardians who would tell you almost everything of what to do next or how to get to a place SAFELY..

i've been wanting to do this so long but i didnt have spare time..and now when i got the chance,i wouldnt miss it for the world..every moment were treasured,and memories will of course be reminisced as i grow with time..


Sunday, December 5, 2010

i have a severe problems with my gum..and hair too..
everytime i brush my teeth,my gum keeps bleeding..
and everytime i shampoo my hair,i'll have a serious hair-fall..
is there anything wrong with me?
urgh,my hair gets thinner day by day..and thats is sooo sickening!

Saturday, December 4, 2010

kiddo

assalamualaikum dan salam satu Malaysia..

ahaha..the greeting is soo rare kan..hee..entah kenapa mlm ni terasa seperti ingin memartabatkan bahasa ibunda pula ye..ihikss..bwk2 laa kejalan yg benar ye anak2..takkan nk skiping london je 24 jam 7 hari kan *ciss bajet kau speaking mcm bertih jagung je kan*

malam ni nk cerita tentang anak2 tahun 2000..alaa yg omputih ckp the Y2K kids tu..milenium gitu..anak2 zaman 2000 ni sgt advance..sangat-sangat ok!tgk jelah
dkt facebook tu ramai pulak budak2 skolah rendah add aku..ciss aku dulu zaman hingusan tu tau apa pasai komputer..satu habuk pon taktau..nasib baik msa darjah 5 or darjah 6 mcm tu dh ada makmal komputer,kalo tak,mmg aku buta IT agaknya..silap2 sepupu aku yg 5 tahun tu pulak yg ajar aku kan..nasib baik dh ada time tu..oh terima kasih kerajaan!hee

ok ok berbalik kpd topik asal kita,smalam sepupu aku mai umah n sleepover kt umah i..dia baru 5 tahun n dia tgk aku tgh hanyut online tiba2 dia mai n kata

qis:kak lala,kak lala tau dak lagu jgn pisahkan??
aku:ish lagu apa plak tu?nyanyi sket..
qis:*smbil nyanyi lagu jgn pisahkan* haa lgu tu laa..kak lala tau dak?
aku:*mood mls nk lyn* haa tau tau
qis:kak lala bukak youtube sat qis nk nyanyi lagu tu



dipendekkan crita,aku pon bukaklaa youtube pnya homepage n dia dah take over aku punya lappie n dia pon online..punya laa pndai budak umo 5 tahun dok surf youtube..bukak byk tab pulak tu..isk isk..flashback balik aku msa umo 5 tahun hampeh tak tau pape psl komputer..laptop apatah lg kan..yg aku tau dulu main aci ligan n ice-cream soda pepsi kola..tu je yg aku tau..


tulah dia budak2 milenium..advance terlampau..ni baru sepupu..kalau anak aku nnt cemana plak entah le..tah2 zaman tu nnt dh ada kereta terbang agaknya..