'you can change,or stay the same'

thats what i learn in 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button'

n i find it true.everything depends on us.whether to do it,or not to do it.whether to change for better,or stick with lame forever.its us that drive every single possibility in life because we are the pilot of our own life.

21 random facts about me

1.I dont know how to start a conversation with people who i dont really know..even now i dont talk much with my roomates..

2.I rarely take pictures with my hair untied.

3.I never color my hair.

4.I cut my nails twice in a month.

5.I dont cover my teeth when i smile.

6.I think boys with braces are sexy and hygienic.

7.I neither like nor hate chemistry.

8.I read romance malay novel A LOT.i have a wole bunch of them until theres no more space to put.

9.I will definitely be flattered if there is a man strum his guitar and sing me 'I'll Be'

10.I think iced milo tastes better when i sip with teaspoon.

11.I dont fancy hardcores.

12.Most of my t-shirts are black n blue-black.

13.I dont have a boyfriend and i am not looking forward to have one.

14.I want to go to Scotland with parangers but i dont know whether they want to tag along wit me.

15.I talk crap when my girls are around.

16.I rarely talk to guys in my class but i do know their names.

17.I have photographic memories of almost everything that caught my attention.

18.I dont really know what i want in life but i go with the flow.

19.I am lazy to study but i'll push myself to the limit once i dont get what i want.

20.I can smile the whole day when i watch 'The Prince n Me'

21.I am a girl who dont believe in fairytales because theres no life that is absolutely perfect like what they have shown in fairytales.

i had an awesome weekend..how about you?

mikha called this ghost..haha..

adik beradik

we have PEACOCK.its two actually..but only managed to capture one of them.

and love birds too ;))

adam mikhael n momma!!

look at his cheeky face..grrr..geramnya!

yeay!yesterday was a blast!i wish i could stretch the day so there's no night so it will always stay SATURDAY!

balik kampung is the term that i like the most lately..by the term balik kampung,i mean absolutely when everyone is there..not just the bibik..

yesterday,mikha was around..we had fun!he looked cheeky with his kinda-long-super-curly hair..haha..syahirah was also there..im kinda pleased when im with her..

maktam made my day!she's a great cook!i can never refused her cookings even when i am already full..we had cucur udang,bubur kacang,cokodok n nasi for the night..i was all stuffed but still,i ate nasi last nite..told ya i can never refused her cookings!

apa sudah jadi?

penah tak rasa macam nk kurung diri dlm gua dua tiga hari dan balek ke kehidupan normal yg terkejar-kejar-perkara-dunia-macam-tak-cukup-tanah bila dah bersedia mental dan fizikal??

naah!macam tu laa yang aku rasa sekarang..

semester dua ni,aku langsung tak produktif..segala suatu benda yang aku buat tak ada satu pun memberi input..outputnya,usah ditanya..

dan dua tiga hari ni,air mata dh mcm paip air dekat toilet DA3083 ja..asyik merembes keluar tanpa dipaksa bila cakap telefon dengan mak..asyik nk emo ja bila dgq suara mak.waddehel?

kamonlah,nabilah!awat hang lemah sangat neh?

i've been here..trying to be strong..not to possibly talk about emotions..
its the subject that i myself cant even define it wisely..and im pretty sure that who ever out there cant simply put the definition perfectly..
emotions can sometimes make u feel at worst..it keeps bugging u with the thought-mostly are negative thoughts..
this recent week,today to be exact,emotions keep spinning out..make me feel like a jerk..emotions make my tears popped out of nowhere..just BECAUSE..simply just because!
i dont think i can handle myself anymore..
at times,i feel like im at the most top of the world,but then suddenly i'll feel sad and couldnt think of anything..n i was like what the eff is happening to me!
and what the fish should i write and publish this??