why am i being so mushy and emotional these few days?i cried while finishing a novel..well,thats maybe just normal when i read sad love story..but the worst is i even cried when i watch marathon of The Bigest Loser..heck,that is not even a sappy-mushy-sad show!that is a weight-loss reality show..pelik gila kot aku neh..what else when i watched Nur Kasih last night..i cried..yes,i DID..what has got into me?why my tears is so generously popping out?

plus my life is turning up-side-down right now..sleep at 4 in the morning,wake up at 2 pm (at least),breakfast at 3..lunch at 8 pm and dinner at 12 midnight..where on earth am i living now?does all this effect my mood?why am i being such a cry-baby right now?