mmg sangat looser.handphone aku tak bunyi langsung 2 3 hari ni.and aku ni mcm completely alone ala ala forever alone dah!lpstu depressed bila tgk org muka cantik badan cantik poket pon cantik kat facebook..eh where is my self-confidence??nk tgk cerita korea pon depressed jugak sbb all the awesome-handsome-tough-macho heroes only fall in love with the beautiful-super-adorable-long-legged heroines!mcm tak bg harapan langsung dkt aku..AHHHH
jgn kata tgk cerita korea, tgk gmbr outing with my friends pon depressed jugak!they all look superb with masing2 dh pandai make-up and dress-up and what makes me pathetic the most is they all came up with stories of their boyfriends.ahh sudah laaa, last skali, i end up locking myself in my room reading sappy sad love story with background song of 'rindu setengah mati' by D'masiv being repeated again and again mcm org takdak life.ok thats how lame i am right now!
lepastu kalau cuci mata online shopping pon lagi super duper depressed jugak!those apparels sold online are for those with super hot body, definitely not my size!ok depressed kuasa dua..last last end up buying more shoes than i supposed to.and now, rasa nk marah kalau ada org came up saying she's fat tp tak sedar diri yang baju dia size S ja!kadang2 rasa mcm nk sepak pon ada kaum2 attention seeker mcm ni..kalau dh kurus tu bersyukur lah pada ALLAH maha esa,tak payah nk kompelin berat bertambah ka apa kaa..that makes me even depressed tahu?
and to add the heat, my cousin is getting married soon so my other cousins are going to bring their couples to the kenduri..ok that is fine with me tp they keep asking me about my boyfriend and saying that i am such a geek for not having one at this age!ahhhh biarlah daripada aku buat dosa free, baik aku jd forever alone!
ahhh ok cepatlah, aku nk balik arau..get my fat ass busy with books books and books!
*sorry post terlebih emo sbb I AM BORED to death so i have more than plenty of time to think and look down on myself.
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