i dont know why i dont feel like writing these past few weeks..not than i dont have anything to write,but i just dont know how to put them into words..i'd like to express what i feel, but i dont feel like blog is the right place to scribble out things..before,it was..but now not anymore..people like to make fuss out of things..if i write about what i feel towards someone, the thing will be bragged and eventually they would toy me up with those i wrote in blog and make fun of it..i guess i gotta prepare my own old version of diary with big fat lock on it..