stress out and worn out.

cepatlah cuti raya..but cuti is never gonna be cuti anymore..and raya will never be the same as it was before..

do you know how it feels like when your circles are too hard working?it drags me to do the same but of course WITHOUT sincerity..so everything won't be the same as it was before..i feel the ache in the heart..and making it worst, i can't spill out what is running through my head..

i feel like i am not being myself lately..the guilt is always there as my circles are too hard-a** RAJIN!i don't feel free to do what i like as im always dragged and forced to do something which is not regularly done..ish can you understand me??