it is such a happy happy happy news and i am soooooooo freaking happy for my cousin as she was offered to pursue her degree in ACCA from Dublin School of Business..alhamdulillah.i am so proud of her but at the same time, i am sooooo freaking envious!she is of my age and just finished her diploma in accounting in kolej universiti insaniah,just an ordinary college but mungkin Allah bagi rezeki kt dia, and Allah bukak jalan untuk dia ke overseas..Alhamdulillah for her..
TAPI, a big fat massive disappointment for me as i was a bit late to fill the forms to several uni overseas sbb kebanyakkannya dah smpai deadline..xpa, mungkin kalau aku yg dpt pergi sana, maybe aku tak boleh survive alone..iman pon xberapa nak tebal mana, jd mungkin Allah tak bg rezeki untuk ke sana lg sebab aku belum bersedia mental,fizikal,emosi dan yg paling penting IMAN belum penuh di dada..siapa tau kalau aku dpt kesana sekarang, mungkin aku tak boleh score or jd terpesong (Nauzubillah hi min zalik) kan? insyaAllah Allah maha pemurah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim, mungkin rezeki aku datang dlm bentuk lain..mungkin Allah simpan untuk alam pekerjaan nanti..atau, rezeki dari segi suami mithali mungkin..siapa kita to predict these kind of rezeki kan? insyaAllah, put your trust on HIM..you have HIM even if you never obey HIM..rezeki, jodoh, ajal maut semua tu rahsia ALLAH..so PRAY AND NEVER STOP PRAYING!
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